Friday, March 20, 2009
ugh. i had a terrible dream last night. i was dreaming that one of my sisters had cancer. it was awful. i woke up feeling like i hadn't slept at all and literally have not been able to get it off my mind since. it's all i've been able to think about. what would i do? how would i function? i think i would be more devastated if it was one of them, instead of me. its almost been debilitating in a way and its not even true! in a heartbeat i would move home to be there. i know this already, but it made me realize how precious the people in our worlds are. not the clothes or money or objects, but people. in a blink of an eye, things change, and i realize things like cancer can, and has struck those close to me. so we need to pray! pray for good health, for healing, for good memories and love to surround us with our short time here. i've trying to stop making my life into what i think it should be, or what is or sounds cool, and embrace everything, and everyone i've been given. im not perfect at it (my friends and fam know this!), but i try my hardest, especially lately. i am so blessed.